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Author Thelma C. C.

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POET/AUTHOR/GOSPEL SINGER

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"POEMS ARE: LOVE--RELIGIOUS--JINGLES--EVERYDAY MESSAGES"

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DO YOU KNOW THAT I FORGIVE YOU

Posted on March 22, 2012 at 4:30 AM
Do You know That I Forgive You
 
I really do not understand
 
how I can,
 
Or why,
 
 
 
 
 
Immeasurable hurt abounded inside
 
after you,
 
This thing, these things you did,
 
I was perplexed, confused and
 
wondered why,
 
Because hurt may come when people
 
make mistakes,
 
But when done on purpose,
 
Many a soul inside dies,
 
Depression,
 
Rejection,
 
Insecurity,
 
Distress,
 
Languish,
 
And gloom,
 
I knew I had to find myself
 
Or my life was over soon,
 
Could I find the strength to forgive,
 
Pass all the hurt,
 
Pandemonium,
 
Turmoil,
 
Self blame and even shame,
 
My groaning enlightened my senses
 
And allowed me to refute every
 
self accusation of blame,
 
But, I forgive you,
 
My feelings swayed like leaves blown
 
By a strong wind,
 
Back and forth,
 
Sometimes fiercely and other times violent,
 
Wanting revenge as I cried,
 
Sobbed,
 
Inconsolable whimpers,
 
Inner being left hollow,
 
Then miraculously,
 
My emotions,
 
They finally subsided,
 
Allowing a shimmer of healing inside,
 
I lamented,
 
I started listening to a minister,
 
Forgivenessis what is constantly ministered,
 
Well, when you are hurting,
 
Truly wounded,
 
Pounded by the offense, offenses,
 
Memories hurling you to the abyss,
 
Nothing said like forgiveness most times
 
matters,
 
In fact,
 
You would rather die,
 
But ,
 
Inside I did, I continued to die,
 
My soul inside continued to die,
 
I realized that I had to let this go,
 
This one thing I now understand and realize,
 
That is,
 
Bring all and every situation to God who
 
Already knows,
 
And ask him to help you to heal and forgive,
 
Jesus will handle the situations and comfort your
 
Soul,
 
So,
 
My advice to you is live,
 
Let it go,
 
Let Jesus carry the hurt,
 
Take care of restoration,
 
Take care of justification,
 
Grant you a resurrection and
 
manifestation of acceptance and love,
 
Bless you,
 
Give you peace and nourish your soul.
 
And if you are the offender,
 
Stop,
 
To Jesus you bow your knees,
 
Ask for forgiveness please,
 
And those who you are offending,
 
Attacking,
 
Hurting,
 
Let them go,
 
The freedom you give them is the same
 
freedom that will save your own soul.
 
 
 
  
 
  
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Categories: Poetry

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